I'm not sure what I'm doing with the blog thing. I don't know what or where i want to write. So today I'm hanging out at MAMA SINGS. :)

So I was talking to one of my very best friends today and I was explaining some struggles I'm having and some things I was feeling. She said something to me that I can't get out of my head, "You can't live in feelings. You have to seek the truth. You have to ask God to show you the TRUTH."

Okay so I know that but, today when she said it, it really hit me pretty hard. I am a woman and I "feel" a lot. I've made way too many decisions based on "feelings". I am constantly praying for TRUTH and today my truth telling friend helped me see a few things I need to really commit to praying about. I truly believe God will answer my prayer. But I need to be diligent in truly casting all of my cares upon Him instead of allowing my mind to carry them for me.

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Tomorrow morning I am singing one of my favorite worship songs. Well, it's probably number #1 on my list. A few nights ago I was on the worship program to sing something else but, I woke up in the middle of the night with this song playing loudly in my head. Thankfully I have become friends with the worship leader at our sponsor church so I sent him an email at 4:30am in the morning after trying to go back to sleep for an hour, and asked him if the band could switch songs. He said, "Yes." I know this song was in my head for a reason. I know it was for me and tomorrow I look forward to singing it for someone else. When the Holy Spirit wakes me in the middle of the night, it's ALWAYS for someone else. My prayer is that God can use me tomorrow to communicate what worship is all about.

It's all about you Jesus. I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it, when it's all about you. It's all about you Jesus.

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